life...meandering thoughts

So.. there's been a tragedy...there's been a surprise and most importantly there's been a journey begun. It often turns out that one tries so hard for something to happen without much success but ironically, everything usually falls into place the second you stop trying so hard.

Trying to collect and organize a million wayward thoughts is difficult on a warm lazy day...there's so much conflict and excitement and emotion roiling inside of me that everything is coming out in fits and spurts...leading to a rather random stream of information.

then again, who is to say that every individuals sense of order is necessarily the best?...I for one believe in the adage: "to each his own" ...the world is large enough to accommodate every separate individual and their consciousness...

War stories

So it began... a game of chess... I waved the white flag and she instead staked her claim... almost challenging me....Looks like I underestimated her...

I always made the mistake of counting on the goodness of another... Guess the jokes on me .


Some will say I'm being paranoid maybe reading too much into it... chasing phantoms where there may be nothing at all... but you see... sometimes when you're in a fight... it all comes down to instinct...and my instinct tells me this is just the beginning....

The hardest battles are those fought in silence...

She took my white flag.... dang it...

Maybe some good will come of this ...


Maybe I'll have a new story for a scar...

THE LAST SONG

Come dance with me
My lost one
The last song plays
Tomorrow the band moves on
It is end of days

Dreams and dark nights

Dark days cold nights
Fluttering hearts
Winds blowing souls apart
The dawn seems lost in waking dreams
No end in sight or so it seems